A Messy Relationship with Gratitude and Greed

Be glad. Be good. Be brave. Eleanor Hodgman Porter

I'm a glass half-full, see the silver lining through my rose-coloured glasses kind of person. At a summer job as a teenager, my co-workers made me a name tag saying "Painfully Perky". I fill the "Good Things that Happened" box in my weekly planner to the brim. I've lived through trauma and abuse, and -…